Saturday, November 24, 2007

The blues

We all know that life has its ups and downs. We somehow accept the ups as natural and the downs as treatable. A huge segment of western society is based on eliminating, alleviating, and curing the blues. (think of all the anti-depression medications available) Yet deigning the blues is deigning what makes us human. The blues suck and now I have them again. I ask myself why am I in this state. My job is going great, I love banking and its people, my co-workers are wonderful, and I don’t even have any issues with the management. There is no apparent reason for my mental condition. Past bouts with the blues have lead me to seek its causes in others and outside of myself. This process gives me temporary relief and a superior feeling of blaming others. It is a quick fix but doesn’t guarantee the recurrence of the blues.This morning I looked in the mirror. There starring at me was the source of my blues. Me. How could I be so stupid not to realize my blues are simply the readjustment of my expectations with the reality of my situation?To eliminate the blues I would have to forgo expectations or even worse reality! I somehow have to come to grips with the fact that my wishes may not come true. I have to learn from my neighbors to accept the downs of life on fate as I would accept life’s gifts. I need to smell the flowers around my house, make a lei of them, and give it to someone else. I need to step back, create new expectations and be ready to accept my fallibility whenever my expectations clash with oncoming reality.Let the blues come. I don’t like you, but I know that the crest follows the trough. I want to enjoy the thrill of rough seas.

Monday, November 12, 2007

Steelers Victorious Over Browns, 31-28

The Cleveland Browns did almost everything possible to beat the rival Steelers. They seized a 15-point lead, forced a key turnover and twice got long kickoff returns from Joshua Cribbs even as Pittsburgh tried to kick away from him.What the Browns couldn't defend was, of all things, Ben Roethlisberger's legs in Pittsburgh's 31-28 win Sunday.
Roethlisberger scrambled 30 yards for a key touchdown during Pittsburgh's second-half comeback, then set up his own go-ahead 2-yard TD pass to Heath Miller with an important third down run as the Steelers rallied.
In a game that meant a two-game swing in the AFC North – the Browns (5-4) would have tied the Steelers (7-2) by winning - Roethlisberger's big second half overcame Cleveland quarterback
Derek Anderson's huge first half.
Pittsburgh beat Cleveland for the ninth consecutive time. Barely.
Cleveland opened a 21-6 lead in the first half with the help of Cribbs' 90-yard kickoff return that led to one of Anderson's three touchdown passes before halftime.
After Roethlisberger's long scramble put the Steelers in the lead for the first time early in the fourth quarter, Cribbs fumbled a kickoff inside his own 5. He picked it up mostly out of desperation and somehow wedged his way down Pittsburgh's sideline for a 100-yard scoring return and an improbable 28-24 lead.
But Roethlisberger, who had run for only 86 yards all season before gaining 49 yards on three runs, led a decisive 78-yard scoring drive. It lasted 8 minutes and was kept going by his 10-yard run to the 2 on third-and-9. He then found Miller for his second touchdown pass, giving Roethlisberger a career-high 22 scoring passes with seven games to play.
Phil Dawson could have tied it, but he missed a 52-yard field goal attempt after the snap was high with 6 seconds remaining.
The Browns were trying for their first four-game winning streak since 1994, also the last time they had a winning record when they played rival Pittsburgh past midseason.
Despite allowing more points than any NFL team, the Browns accomplished their turnaround with a big-play offense led by Anderson (16-of-35, 123 yards), who replaced Charlie Frye during their season-opening 34-7 loss at home to Pittsburgh.
The Steelers, playing six days after their 38-7 Monday night rout of Baltimore, quickly fell into a bad habit: trading field goals for touchdowns. They settled for three Jeff Reed field goals in the first half and fell behind 21-9.
Anderson stood up to Pittsburgh's blitz in the first half. On Cleveland's first possession, he converted four times on third downs on a 16-play drive capped by a 4-yard scoring pass to Kellen
Winslow on Cleveland's opening possession.
Anderson also took advantage of Cribbs' 90-yard kickoff return to hit Lawrence Vickers on a 2-yard scoring pass. Brodney Pool's interception of Roethlisberger led to Anderson's 16-yard scoring pass to Braylon Edwards along the right sideline.
The Browns should have known no lead against Pittsburgh is comfortable, given their nine consecutive losses to the Steelers and 15 losses in 16 games counting a January 2003 wild-card playoff game.
No lead is safe, either, with a Cleveland defense that has allowed six of nine opponents to score 30 or more points.
Anderson, so effective throwing downfield in the first half, couldn't generate a single first down in the second half until 49 seconds remaining in the game.
Jamal Lewis' fumble at the Browns' 38 led to Roethlisberger's 12-yard scoring pass to Ward midway through the third that made it 21-16. Roethlisberger (23-of-34, 278 yards) put the Steelers into the lead, scrambling for the 30-yard touchdown run on a third-and-10 when a Browns blitz left the entire left side of the field open for him.
Willie Parker, who ran for a club record 223 yards against Cleveland last season, finished with 105 yards on 25 carries, the seventh running back to gain more than 100 against the Browns.